dark.....dark.....very dark.....the whole world.........

looking at my phone...
waiting ringing sound from it...
it was something that wont happen....
he is busying on dating...
make me sad for whole week...
try to find somebody to calm me accompany...
noticing tat he was the one who always by my side....
when i was hurt...
or lonely...
i miss those friends love he gave me...
i thought i wont cry when there was he around...
but now he's the reason i cry....
anyone can help me from crushing on him???
nobody i think...
he's so talented and good person and caring....
since the day he have a girl friend....
i live in sadness...
no mood for everything...
"i like u"...
he said before...
and now...
he choose to be friend with me...
and not couple...